Complicated: Complications

Just able to breathe normally after weeks of tumult and tempest (such dramatics is called for, trust me.)

Now, about the three stooges who are leaving. JJ is off to start a new career, in sales perhaps. Marie is off to reunite with the love of her life abroad and Emily heads off to greener pastures, not to another company yet.

I have vastly recovered from the shock and the complications arising from their departures so that is all I have to say on the subject.

I was feeling panicky yesterday because I am to deal with so many things all at once but have yet to start any of it and time is running out in a sense, the holidays are next week and I have to go back to my hometown. I was wondering how am I supposed to work during the brief interlude. I have downplayed the holidays this year so I am not in a celebratory mood at all. My optimism is at the minimum. I'm excited by ideas not even related to the holidays. Bummer.

I tried to read in the jeep enroute to work, only to be frustrated by my thoughts! I read with my eyes so it was really noisy when my brains (or whatever the correct term is) is reading out loud inside my head. I have to shut the book and inadvertently listen to another passenger going on about herbal supplements. Annoying, creeping thoughts!

2009 is two weeks away. What will the new year hold for me? Focus and Balance! That's on the top of my wishlist. for me to do anyway. I'm expecting (like 85% success) to receive my xmas wishes, if nobody's giving me anything, I'll buy them on my own anyhow.

Leon S. Kennedy is my flavor of the week. hehehe.. So tough guy. stuff of novels without the mush. Oh, and the color of the text, it's a dedication of some sort to Cecee. She's having a baby.

Got to go. The internet's about to phase out, again, as usual.