We are sisters!

I love you goodbye

I hate saying goodbye.

But when that fateful day comes I know I will have to And when we part,I would forever hold dear the times we've shared together.

I hate to say goodbye But when I will have to I promise you I will be strong for you I will be there for you When you need me or not. I will put on a brave face and tell you to go where you need to be but where I can't follow.

I hate to say goodbye. So please let's not Stay a while longer Let me rest awhile on you. Unburden my fears on you Share lots of laughs Over things that will last
And when the time is upon us I'd see you off But know that when it does

Know that I hate to say goodbye.
I'd hate to say goodbye...to you.

Imagination Overdrive

I like to make up stories.
Not the half-truths or lies.
Not the exaggerated kind.
Just your over the top imaginings.
It's an exercise for the mind.
It makes something tedious interesting.
There's a downside to it though.
I can't help my thoughts
When it turns downright morbid,
horrific or makes me panicky.
would meditation help? I wonder.
I really wonder.
Wind up, Wind up.
My thoughts are churning out still.

Bummer

I've had a normal day so far except for the fact that I found out I'm sick.
Horrible images came to mind of what will happen to my son if..(not completing the thought).
So i'm going through all the motions but it's like waiting for the axe to grind.

Ei, I've had superb dreams the last night and night before.
Excerpts: Christian Bale & Lewis Hamilton were in it.

Wanted to replay over and over the dreams.
Feeling woozy from the aftermath..

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I am...Human

It costs so much to be a full human being that there are very few who have the enlightenment or the courage, to pay the price...One has to abandon altogether the search for security and reach out to the risk of living with both arms. One has to embrace the world like a lover. One has to accept pain as a condition of existence. One has to court doubt and darkness as the cost of knowing. One needs a will stubborn in conflict, but apt always to total acceptance of every consequence of living and dying.

Morris L. West in The Shoes of the Fisherman

Home for the Holidays

Nobody said that
Life is always fair
Sometimes it clips your wings
While you're in mid-air
But there's a thread
Between your life and mine
And when you're losin' hope
This rope won't unwind

REFRAIN:
Hold on tight
'Cause life is touch and go
It's sink and swim
But never doubt
If you're out on a limb
I'll get the call
To break your fall
I'll never leave you
Even when life
Is touch and go
Or hit and run
We'll never break
If we take it as one
I'm here to stay,
I pray you know
I'll never touch
I'll never touch and go

Someday you'll find
There's nothin' in the night
That wasn't there before
You turned out the light
Straight from your mind
The monster 'neath your bed
The voices in the hall
They're all in your head


I heard this song as I was waiting for the station to end its broadcast for the night. I resign myself to doing this every night until I'll return home. The old songs were bringing back all too familiar feelings that I don't want to remember anymore. But the song which has a funny melody brought me out of my stupor for a while. La, La, La...